now you can wear my insides cause i got "i ruined my life and all i got was this shirt".

i am having the worst day today. i cried for the first time in forever. fuck every stupid person reading this stupid thing. fuck everyone i called who always has time to whine at me about something but never seem to pick up the phone when i need them most. fuck you.

oh god- here i go again
i'm stuck in this rut...

i never feel as uncool as i do sitting out on the sidelines of every party- out of style.
when you said "i wish you were more like him"
all i could think is i wish he was dead.

happy birthday

this baboon heart feels bipolar.
i think i am going to pack it in cardboard and bury it under garbage
in a back alley
on a deserted island
in a forgotten sea

you're not the first to be disappointed by me.
join the club.
i have a lifetime membership.

ditched, again.